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	<title>My Bizzare Brainwork Says &#187; Being Serious(not often)</title>
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		<title>Reminiscence</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Aug 2010 16:19:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today while having dinner with a colleague late after work, we were flitting from topics to topics. We suddenly talk about where will we go if we have a leap year off work. Unanimously, Europa will be our ultimate choice with 2 years holiday maker visa. Then we talk about some of our fondest memories [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today while having dinner with a colleague late after work, we were flitting from topics to topics. We suddenly talk about where will we go if we have a leap year off work.</p>
<p>Unanimously, Europa will be our ultimate choice with 2 years holiday maker visa. Then we talk about some of our fondest memories from travelling. So happen she loves travelling as traveler, not tourist. Big differences.</p>
<p>Coincidently, my college mate suddenly uploaded our old photos on Facebook -_- talk about coincidences.</p>
<p>Reminiscence bout the time of the below photos was taken. One of my fondest memory in life. Such simple life back then. How i miss the times&#8230; <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_cry.gif' alt='T_T' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>Positivity</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 04 Aug 2010 15:09:18 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Whatever happens to evaluating one self and grasping to the 2nd chance given, instead of taking it as an embarrassment? and starting to point fingers at others at your own downfall. Sabotaging someone else will only do yourself the highest damage. Karma people. Sometimes, being ignorant to the surrounding could be such a bliss!! Ignorant + [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: justify;">Whatever happens to evaluating one self and grasping to the 2nd chance given, instead of taking it as an embarrassment? and starting to point fingers at others at your own downfall. Sabotaging someone else will only do yourself the highest damage.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Karma people.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Sometimes, being ignorant to the surrounding could be such a bliss!!</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/1254078942697426.jpg"><img title="1254078942697426" src="http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/1254078942697426.jpg" alt="" width="400" height="266" /></a></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Ignorant + Simple = Happy!</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/omgwtfbbq39352.jpg"><img title="omgwtfbbq39352" src="http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/omgwtfbbq39352.jpg" alt="" width="248" height="200" /></a></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Life is as colorful as a candy store. Today is just a sour grape flavor for me. Tomorrow will be cherry tomato !!! <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>Bustling July</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 14 Jul 2010 05:54:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been travelling non stop since the end of May and I practically don&#8217;t have time to sleep 7 hours a day. FML May 24h to 27th &#8211; JB/Desaru May 29 &#8211; Genting June 3rd to 7th, 11-13th, 18th to 20th &#8211; Penang July 2nd &#8211; 4th &#8211; Penang AGAIN for friend&#8217;s wedding July 7th [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">I&#8217;ve been travelling non stop since the end of May and I practically don&#8217;t have time to sleep 7 hours a day. FML</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">May 24h to 27th &#8211; JB/Desaru</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">May 29 &#8211; Genting</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">June 3rd to 7th, 11-13th, 18th to 20th &#8211; Penang</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">July 2nd &#8211; 4th &#8211; Penang AGAIN for friend&#8217;s wedding</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">July 7th to 9th &#8211; Kuantan/Cherating</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">July 10th to 12th &#8211; Kota Kinabalu, Sabah</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">July 14th to 15th &#8211; Langkawi</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">July 16th &#8211; 18 &#8211; Penang</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff;"><strong>Finally a whole week in KL to sleeeep!!<br />
</strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">July 25th &#8211; 27th &#8211; Melaka/Port Dickson</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I forsee another week in Penang in August when my uncle visits from Taiwan.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Looking at the above schedule, I already felt tired. Strangely enough, living out of my suitcase is something I&#8217;ve wanted and I am now living it! It may be tiring at times but I get to learn new things almost daily. Like why a village will remain to be a village like FOREVER due to the people there -__- How village people live life so carefree simply because they are not expose to material things.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I really do want to blog more on the food and places! but once I&#8217;m back in the hotel room, i&#8217;ve few hundreds emails to go through and then I&#8217;ll be so tired I just want to sleep. The next day, meetings entire day again and repeats.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Will blog on the fantastic food when time allow!!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">It&#8217;s is indeed a Visit Malaysia Year for me <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>Central World</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 20 May 2010 15:32:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[So heartbreaking. To actually receive the news, a place where I had lunch, had dinner, got to know new colleagues and superior got burned down. For me, is for no apparent reason at all. Not only it got burned down, it collapsed&#8230; All that remains are the ruins.. Never in my dream I would imagine [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So heartbreaking.</p>
<p>To actually receive the news, a place where I had lunch, had dinner, got to know new colleagues and superior got burned down. For me, is for no apparent reason at all.</p>
<p>Not only it got burned down, it collapsed&#8230; All that remains are the ruins..</p>
<p><a href="http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/102925760.jpg"><img title="102925760" src="http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/102925760.jpg" alt="" width="480" height="360" /></a></p>
<p>Never in my dream I would imagine this would happen to Bangkok.. Whatever happened to the land of smiles?</p>
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<p>Bangkok is always associated with Happiness, Shopping, Fun, Laughter, Friends, Serenity, Temples,  Awesome times, Trying funky street food, great time laughing at friends&#8230;</p>
<p>Now, everyday we fear something will happen to friends, colleagues and innocent citizens.. Hope everything return to normal soon. Although it will never be the same again :(</p>
<p>During happier times at bangkok ..</p>
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		<title>simple life</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Apr 2010 14:39:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Life used to be so simple When apple and blackberries are yummy and edible, not to mention cheap Now, they have become nemesis When the hardest task I had to complete is reading B-A ba~ C-A- ca ~ BACA! Now my task daily gets tougher by the day, I&#8217;m a better juggler than tigerwoods When [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Life used to be so simple</p>
<p>When apple and blackberries are yummy and edible, not to mention cheap<br />
Now, they have become nemesis</p>
<p>When the hardest task I had to complete is reading B-A ba~ C-A- ca ~ BACA!<br />
Now my task daily gets tougher by the day, I&#8217;m a better juggler than tigerwoods</p>
<p>When going to someplace daily, means meeting your friends, chatting up, helping and learning from each other<br />
Now, I think twice before talking, think  thrice before swearing  at someone not knowing when they&#8217;ll avenge for it, steering clear of someone</p>
<p>One thing made simpler (if there such words) in life for me now<br />
When I feel like blogging, I search for d nearest switched on laptop wjhere most of the time when one is infront of me, I had already lost my trains of thoughts</p>
<p>Now, I can blog anywhere, anytime with my trusty bobbi&#8230;..</p>
<p>This post is the first post blogged via my bb <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>Before Turning teeny too old</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Mar 2010 14:20:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[*this was draft few days ago.. I just came back from mamak session with some friends and we started talking about things we must/want to do before we &#8220;settle down&#8221;. Loosely speaking that would be before we all reach our 30. That is because when you are in your 20&#8242;s you are somehow still excusable to do [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>*this was draft few days ago..</em></p>
<p>I just came back from mamak session with some friends and we started talking about things we must/want to do before we &#8220;settle down&#8221;. Loosely speaking that would be before we all reach our 30.</p>
<p>That is because when you are in your 20&#8242;s you are somehow still excusable to do crazy things but not as much as when you are 18. There&#8217;s a few things that I wished i had done before I am here today but we can&#8217;t turn back time.</p>
<p>The point of 20s is to reach 30s &#8212; and by then, people will really be expecting us to act like a grown-up.Like FINALLY</p>
<p>Thinking fondly of my experiences, I would have think twice at what I&#8217;ve did sometimes and I highly doubt I have the energy, time or guts to do it. Where had my enthusiasm and spirits went??</p>
<p>With so much instability in the world now, I can&#8217;t guarantee I will even live pass the age of 50. Seriously. So to those that think, a human only deserve to experience life after you finish paying off that car loan and this housing mortgage, I suggest you think again.</p>
<p>Do you live to pay off interest and make other people like better, getting tangible items  or would you rather live a life full of life where  you gain and forever own the intangible items ie experiences and knowledge to the grave and next life?</p>
<p>With all the monthly earthquake =__= and blood spilling happening, it hard not to think of what I will want to accomplished before I am 6 feet under.</p>
<p>HENCE!!!</p>
<p>Things I wish I have the time, the financial support T___T and courage to do.</p>
<p>Attend Full Moon Party &#8211; Koh Pangan<br />
Have a luxurious weekend get away at HuaHin<br />
Step on Coco Island &#8211; Maldives<br />
Experience Amsterdam<br />
Visit Disneyland!! Preferably Paris &#8211; Disneyland!!<br />
Travel to Eastern Europe<br />
Go travel somewhere alone<br />
Skydive<br />
Go Bali<br />
Backpack around Laos, Cambodia and Vietnam<br />
Explore SouthAmerica<br />
Have a house with gardens so that my white westie and cavalier spaniels can run freely.<br />
Visit more wonders of the world.<br />
Meet and greet Hugh Jackman ^__^<br />
Published or just successfully log all my travel experiences.<br />
Join Oktoberfest &#8211; in Germany.<br />
Participate in Songkran IN Thailand &#8211; Can&#8217;t believe I have not done this. Such loser..</p>
<p>For now, this is the only that I can think off. Seems like most of it involve travelling and festivals  -__- Although the list might look short but it will take years and for some, a lifetime, to complete.</p>
<p>Here&#8217;s to ticking some of it off &#8230;hopefully very soon Woohoo!</p>
<p>One of my best and memorable moments in life.. which i can revisit the feeling sometime in the future.<br />
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		<title>Diana 35mm Roll #1</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Jan 2010 15:20:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Finally decided to post up the photos from my first 35mm roll of my Qing Hua baby. I call it the disaster roll. Most people first roll of Diana would be a disaster roll which we learn from the mistakes we made. I&#8217;m considered lucky cos my first roll was okay Contrary to common belief, using [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Finally decided to post up the photos from my first 35mm roll of my Qing Hua baby. I call it the disaster roll. Most people first roll of Diana would be a disaster roll which we learn from the mistakes we made. I&#8217;m considered lucky cos <a href="http://apple4today.com/my-diana-first-roll/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #ff6600;">my first roll</span></a><span style="color: #ff6600;"> </span>was okay <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
<p>Contrary to common belief, using 35mm films would be easier. It might so much easier to buy and develop but i face difficulty when advancing the film cos the indicators seems wrong or i just don&#8217;t know how to read it. Plus because its 36frames, there will be more films gathered at the spool, higher chance of getting stuck halfway too.</p>
<p>okay,time to criticize my films..</p>
<p>From my 36 frame roll of film, only 24 managed to be processed and more than half failed :(</p>
<p><strong>#1 </strong>This is an example how a nice photo can be destroyed by a lab staff where they usually dont handle films anymore t.t  The below is incorrectly cut and then scanned. Hence the image is not cropped correctly to be center.</p>
<p><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_E2efQC1IlxE/S1XPiUlH2SI/AAAAAAAAD4Q/CquLk4DAc2g/s512/000007.JPG" alt="" width="277" height="410" /></p>
<p>The frame that I used for this roll was  square over the sprockets but i failed to informed the shop and i guessed they just cut it all away <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif' alt=':down:' class='wp-smiley' />   Although I can digitally crop it and make it nicer myself but then i&#8217;ll be missing the entire point of lo-fi photography.</p>
<p>The common noobie mistake when one uses a fully manual camera is forgetting to adjust the:-</p>
<p>1. Aperture</p>
<p>2. Focus</p>
<p>3. Taking into consideration the film ISO</p>
<p><strong>#2</strong> That&#8217;s why some of my photos are too up close, like the entire frame is filled with the focus object. Most of the focus for this roll was set at 4meter, meant to shoot something from afar -__-</p>
<p><img src="http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs197.snc3/20447_291674959166_603509166_4646784_649950_n.jpg" alt="" width="483" height="326" /></p>
<p><strong>#3</strong> Mentioned above, when advancing to next frame, I do not know when to stop turning!! and therefore, overlapping frames&#8230;Mistake below are, not focus properly and overlapping.</p>
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<p><strong>#4 </strong>Double expose film. I think this is nice <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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<p>#5 Double expose negative too. Wrong aperture setting.</p>
<p><img src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_E2efQC1IlxE/S1XPL0gPK-I/AAAAAAAAD4M/NmwgKvF1ylI/000018.JPG" alt="" width="512" height="346" /></p>
<p>Having said all the above, making all the &#8220;mistake&#8221; is how i learn to understand my Qinghua better ^_^ and the experience of handling a fully manual camera is fun! Never knowing the end product until you excitedly hand the roll of negative over the counter to get develop</p>
<p>Now i&#8217;m in the midst of going through my 2nd roll 120mm expired film. Will share when I have them develop.  Not sure what else was missed out but i think will be well covered in next post. hehe</p>
<p>Would you like to know how to insert the film? or how the 35mm back look like? Let me know..</p>
<p>Gurus out there are more than welcome to leave a comment!! <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>This is the real world, honey~</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 23 Nov 2009 04:20:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve never felt so upset on my current job before. Today, i not only feel upset, sad, disappointed but also uncontented and unfair. I&#8217;ve not even blogged during work hours since I joined here. But im now really super gila babi beh tahan&#8230; ITS SO UNFAIR AND THERE&#8217;S NOTHING MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve never felt <em>so upset</em> on my current job before. Today, i not only feel upset, sad, disappointed but also uncontented and unfair. I&#8217;ve not even blogged during work hours since I joined here. But im now really super gila babi beh tahan&#8230;</p>
<p><strong>ITS SO UNFAIR AND THERE&#8217;S NOTHING MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT BUT RANTING  IT HERE!!! </strong></p>
<p>I hate it when things are beyond my control. I hate it when I&#8217;ve done so much but can&#8217;t reap my harvest. I feel like I&#8217;m a farmer that tend and nurtured my crops. The day to reap it, it&#8217;s all taken away and some people who has just sat there sipping tea all the while got all the profit.</p>
<p>Everyone I&#8217;ve spoken to advised &#8211; Yea, life is unfair like that. Blame the system. Too bad for you. Be patient. Be professional.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m trying my super best to maintain a cheerful front in the office now. But who can be cheerful when you are the only one left out and everyone else is extending their &#8220;sympathy&#8221;.</p>
<p>Joining the rat race. Today i understand the true meaning, as to climb the rank, sometimes you need to rat someone out. But I wont do it in my case. Will just ruin my own reputation here.</p>
<p>I will survive this down point of my still young life. Taking it with a pinch of salt and Jason Mraz&#8217;s song <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
<blockquote><p>Sometimes the sun shines on other people&#8217;s houses and not mine<br />
and the shy can paint the sky in a way<br />
that takes away my summer time</p>
<p>and somehow the sun shines upon you while i struggle to get by<br />
there&#8217;s a light in everybody so send your ray of sunshine</p></blockquote>
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		<title>Details in the Fabric</title>
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		<dc:creator>Eve</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It seems that mraz songs never fails when I&#8217;m seeking solace from them. Calm down Deep breaths And get yourself dressed instead Of running around And pulling all your threads saying Breaking yourself up ********** Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name) Are the things that make you panic (Go [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: justify;">It seems that mraz songs never fails when I&#8217;m seeking solace from them.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;"><em>Calm down<br />
Deep breaths<br />
And get yourself dressed instead<br />
Of running around<br />
And pulling all your threads saying<br />
Breaking yourself up<br />
**********<br />
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)<br />
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)<br />
Is it Mother Nature&#8217;s sewing machine?</em></p>
<p><em>Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)<br />
Hell no reason go on and scream<br />
If you’re shocked it&#8217;s just the fault (Go your own way)<br />
Of faulty manufacturing</em></p>
<p><em>Everything will be fine<br />
Everything in no time at all<br />
Hearts will hold </em></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">***</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">It&#8217;s always the details that is driving everyone crazy. The norm. The culture. The impression. The perception. And perception can very well be reality/fact.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Like what i got from the email today, 100 frogs started to jump up a flight of stairs. Bystanders, kept shouting poison words like &#8221; you can&#8217;t make it&#8221; Stop dreaming&#8221;. Slowly one by one gave up..because they believed what the others are perceiving. Except for one..who succeed. Why only 1 out of 100 succeed?</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Simple, the frog is deaf.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Sorry, slightly out of topic. It&#8217;s been awhile since I just rant and blog, not caring about a certain topic like food, place or event.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">It&#8217;s time to do something. Quoting from Sweatlee blog &#8220;If you feel like shit, don&#8217;t just sit there and feel like shit. Do something about it&#8221;</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I want to be able to say<strong> &#8220;I LOVE MY JOB!&#8221; </strong>one fine day <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  I don&#8217;t want to be categorize under &#8220;people who work for work&#8221; statistic! Please give me some time. I just started out.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">****</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Since when is it OKAY to arrested people just gathering peacefully and even their legal representative? Does that make us any different from the less civilize/unfortunate countries?</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Since when is it OKAY to let the mat rempit and snatch thieves roam the road freely because it&#8217;s difficult to round them up? When people are DYING because of them. And when people are dying, the people we help put into the cabinet to manage our country think the best to mange them is with rehabilitation/counseling centre. Set up with what? Our tax money of course, what else is new <img src='http://apple4today.com/wordpress/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Remember the case where the gang of mat rempit beat up 3 guy and a girl because they <strong>THOUGHT</strong> the car hit their friend? What is the verdict on that case??? Not to mention many forgotten cases&#8230;</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Malaysian likes to forget. Doesn&#8217;t matter because it wont affect their life in anyway, except when the victim is them. When I was in UK, i see the news of little Maddie(the girl which got abducted) for a YEAR about Relentless help and updates. What about us? Remember Buscrashnomore? Why do i see Konsortium still active on the roads? Our lives mean nothing??</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Since when is it OKAY to have <a href="http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/5/11/nation/3875830&amp;sec=nation" target="_blank">21 children when you have a crappy job and having a hard time raising them</a>?? What is the Family Ministry(watever its called) doing about this? Isn&#8217;t this negligence?This is plain stupidity and irresponsible behavior.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">When people wants pet owner to spay and neuter their pets, I think we need to spay that stupid man here.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Since when is it OKAY to shoot dogs? or break their neck? or <a href="http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/updates.html" target="_blank">throw them onto a deserted island to fend for themselves against flood, eagle and snakes??</a> We all heard of Dog Pawn, what about cats?? Can&#8217;t we at least be fair? They are after all, living and breathing beings. Don&#8217;t you think that whenever there&#8217;s a NO PETS sign, it would be a dog?</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;"><img class="alignnone" src="http://www.designofsignage.com/application/symbol/building/image/600x600/no-pets.jpg" alt="" width="207" height="207" /><img class="alignnone" src="http://www.gcaasports.com/images/images/1/0/no_pets.jpg" alt="" width="216" height="216" /></p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Why not a terrapin or sugar glider (i think ppl keep them as pet) Why don&#8217;t dogs have freedom here T__T I envy those europe country where pets are treated equally although there&#8217;s still some sicko around.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">It&#8217;s great being able to blog about my thoughts. It&#8217;s been too long i suppose. Been blogging mostly on mundane and happy stuff like &#8221; WOW! The food is Greattt!&#8221;</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">I must have bottled up all my anger all this while&#8230;pheww&#8230; Please don&#8217;t arrest me.  I still have a dog to care at home. I&#8217;m just a normal girl expressing her view on how she sees things she listen from the news.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Thanks for reading if you are still reading so far. I&#8217;m really happy people are reading what I write although I won&#8217;t know most of the time. I don&#8217;t get much comment..heheh</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Shit, it&#8217;s 1248AM. I&#8217;m suppose to do something else. So fail -_-||</p>
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