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Tooth Fairy

I’ve always been plagued with dental problem since ages ago.

Earlier this week, i had a very bad case of toothache and was dying to see a dentist but alas! From the 4 clinic I called in PJ area, only 1 has an available slot on Sunday. I called on Wednesday morning fml.. -__-

So what to do? I had to wake up at 11am on a Sunday morning to see the dentist. How blissful my weekend is

Anyway, the clinic i went is at SS2, same row with all the Jewelery Shop, poh kong and all. Name TK YAP and it’s good! Price is cheap too. Trust me, I’ve been visiting much dentist and I know..

The previous one that I went in Penang has one of the rudest receptionist EVER. Never met anyone ruder than her in my life, and I was practically going into a fight with her. That would be the stupid indian lady at Phua Clinic Terengganu Road. I made an appointment and when I got there, I had to wait for more than 1 hour. When I ask her why, she kept saying ” you can wait, wait la!!” then stare at me… wtf..

It’s the very same clinic I went to had my filing done and crowning done. Which both also fell off, and I had to return to that clinic and had them fix it. PAYING FOR IT AGAIN!! ..I don’t understand why I kept returning to that clinic shhhessh!!

The doc there did asked me to remove my wisdom teeth, quoting me the cost more than RM500 per tooth as all need surgery. Since at that time, the tooth is not giving me any problem, of course I refused. Why would I agree to have them cut open my gums when I’m perfectly fine?

Today, Dr.Yap said my teeth are fine except that the back wisdom tooth are giving me problem as it’s growing the wrong way and the sharp edges are poking my cheeks, hence chipmunks look-alike :S And i got it remove today that very instance, without surgery and only cost me less than RM100.

I feel so cheated by the doctors in Penang. Even though not needing surgery to be better, they will recommend because it’s more costly service. *frowns upon them!!* That is just so unprofessional! and cut throat!

Yes, I got it removed and no pain!! Only numbness for the entire day and abit of hunger because I dont want any food to infect the “wound”.. I should have taken a photo of the blardy tooth.. ITS HUGE! I never knew the entire tooth is so big.. It would have gross you guys out.. hahahhah

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This is the real world, honey~

I’ve never felt so upset on my current job before. Today, i not only feel upset, sad, disappointed but also uncontented and unfair. I’ve not even blogged during work hours since I joined here. But im now really super gila babi beh tahan…

ITS SO UNFAIR AND THERE’S NOTHING MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT BUT RANTING  IT HERE!!!

I hate it when things are beyond my control. I hate it when I’ve done so much but can’t reap my harvest. I feel like I’m a farmer that tend and nurtured my crops. The day to reap it, it’s all taken away and some people who has just sat there sipping tea all the while got all the profit.

Everyone I’ve spoken to advised – Yea, life is unfair like that. Blame the system. Too bad for you. Be patient. Be professional.

I’m trying my super best to maintain a cheerful front in the office now. But who can be cheerful when you are the only one left out and everyone else is extending their “sympathy”.

Joining the rat race. Today i understand the true meaning, as to climb the rank, sometimes you need to rat someone out. But I wont do it in my case. Will just ruin my own reputation here.

I will survive this down point of my still young life. Taking it with a pinch of salt and Jason Mraz’s song

Sometimes the sun shines on other people’s houses and not mine
and the shy can paint the sky in a way
that takes away my summer time

and somehow the sun shines upon you while i struggle to get by
there’s a light in everybody so send your ray of sunshine

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off to the hills..

You learn something everyday.

This week, i learn how to make panaroma photos!! This is my first try and I tried to adjust the photo to create an olden age feeling. Photo taken at Fort William, Scotland – Summer 2007 (best evar!)

Critics, no? Will try to make one from the photos I took in Madrid and Venice, maybe?

This weekend, I’m off to the hills. Not one, but two!! whee!!  

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Details in the Fabric

It seems that mraz songs never fails when I’m seeking solace from them.

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
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Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature’s sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it’s just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

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It’s always the details that is driving everyone crazy. The norm. The culture. The impression. The perception. And perception can very well be reality/fact.

Like what i got from the email today, 100 frogs started to jump up a flight of stairs. Bystanders, kept shouting poison words like ” you can’t make it” Stop dreaming”. Slowly one by one gave up..because they believed what the others are perceiving. Except for one..who succeed. Why only 1 out of 100 succeed?

Simple, the frog is deaf.

Sorry, slightly out of topic. It’s been awhile since I just rant and blog, not caring about a certain topic like food, place or event.

It’s time to do something. Quoting from Sweatlee blog “If you feel like shit, don’t just sit there and feel like shit. Do something about it”

I want to be able to say “I LOVE MY JOB!” one fine day I don’t want to be categorize under “people who work for work” statistic! Please give me some time. I just started out.

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Since when is it OKAY to arrested people just gathering peacefully and even their legal representative? Does that make us any different from the less civilize/unfortunate countries?

Since when is it OKAY to let the mat rempit and snatch thieves roam the road freely because it’s difficult to round them up? When people are DYING because of them. And when people are dying, the people we help put into the cabinet to manage our country think the best to mange them is with rehabilitation/counseling centre. Set up with what? Our tax money of course, what else is new

Remember the case where the gang of mat rempit beat up 3 guy and a girl because they THOUGHT the car hit their friend? What is the verdict on that case??? Not to mention many forgotten cases…

Malaysian likes to forget. Doesn’t matter because it wont affect their life in anyway, except when the victim is them. When I was in UK, i see the news of little Maddie(the girl which got abducted) for a YEAR about Relentless help and updates. What about us? Remember Buscrashnomore? Why do i see Konsortium still active on the roads? Our lives mean nothing??

Since when is it OKAY to have 21 children when you have a crappy job and having a hard time raising them?? What is the Family Ministry(watever its called) doing about this? Isn’t this negligence?This is plain stupidity and irresponsible behavior.

When people wants pet owner to spay and neuter their pets, I think we need to spay that stupid man here.

Since when is it OKAY to shoot dogs? or break their neck? or throw them onto a deserted island to fend for themselves against flood, eagle and snakes?? We all heard of Dog Pawn, what about cats?? Can’t we at least be fair? They are after all, living and breathing beings. Don’t you think that whenever there’s a NO PETS sign, it would be a dog?

Why not a terrapin or sugar glider (i think ppl keep them as pet) Why don’t dogs have freedom here T__T I envy those europe country where pets are treated equally although there’s still some sicko around.

It’s great being able to blog about my thoughts. It’s been too long i suppose. Been blogging mostly on mundane and happy stuff like ” WOW! The food is Greattt!”

I must have bottled up all my anger all this while…pheww… Please don’t arrest me. I still have a dog to care at home. I’m just a normal girl expressing her view on how she sees things she listen from the news.

Thanks for reading if you are still reading so far. I’m really happy people are reading what I write although I won’t know most of the time. I don’t get much comment..heheh

Shit, it’s 1248AM. I’m suppose to do something else. So fail -_-||

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Shinjuku Incident/Seafood Porridge @ Nibong Tebal

MrSmallFace was very looking forward to the new Jackie Chan movie, Shinjuku Incident. As for me, total vice versa. Shinjuku = Mob = mafia = violent = japan = samurai = blood = AVOID!

I spend my time in the cinema hiding under my trusty pashminas, hiding away from all the violent and blood gruesomeness happening infront of me.

DivaLisa, are you reading?! This movie is not for you! Don’t watch it! Go shopping or something. You’ll regret it like i do. Daniel Wu is not worth going through the trauma!

WHY do one would want to make such movie?? Why not more happy movie like Enchanted or SATC?! I hate violent movies, specifically those that cut limbs off. I kept have recurring images of lost limbs in my head for days to come!! It’s so sickening

Of course i was furiously mad at the end of the movie, not to mentioned badly shaken with how bloody it was. Stupid MrSmallFace just look apologetically at me. NO EXCUSE! I said i don’t want to watch it already!!

BUT! The biggest but here because i gave him a Get out of Trouble Pass some months ago, and fuck! he has it with him!! So I have no choice but swallow the fury and fright and smile fakely at him the remaining evening to honour my pass.

At this kinda time, I will shout FUCK THIS SHIT! but nooo i can’t because of the pass, so i’m letting it all out here on my blog! Ah-ha~!

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It’s not like I don’t blog anymore. I can’t blog from home! I hate streamyx! I hate it so much because it’s so slow! It’s taking me ages logging on to websites. Like when AirAsia offer good bargains, i’m pretty damn sure i lose out because of my internet connection compared to people, say in UK using BT line snatching up my seats. Ending up i need to pay so much more And we are already paying them so much yet we get sucky service from there. Come on, any competitior!

So the other day(roughly a month ago hehehe) MrSmallFace mom was craving for seafood porridge, so we all went all the way to Nibong Tebal for their famous dishes! The famous one is ChangKee and it’s full of peeps so we went to another similar shop nearby.

I think we over order the food. Its alot for 6 people. The famous seafood porridge filled to the brim with crab, squid and prawns.

Another highlight and MrSmallFace family favourite as i notice, is pig trotter. DEEP FRIED PIG TROTTER! FAT+OIL = Guilty pleasure well defined. hehe

“Water Chicken” in hokkien, I’m not sure what it is called in English. Must be frog i think. The meat was very tender. Nicer than chicken, tougher than fish.

The rest of the dishes like fishes, kerabu, little octopus and I really forgot already.

And then suddenly, auntie decided to go see fireflies =.= Nibong tebal was quite famous for it’s fire flies in recent years but I’ve seen them before at Kuala Selongar back during the lawatan sambil belajar trip in Form 3. hehehe

I was also very afraid of the dark river as my native nibong tebal friend told me she used to catch crocodile there when she’s young =.= like seriously wtf?! catch crocodile wei! Crocodile dundee meh…but i tell you, that friend of me does the impossible, it’s hard not to believe her. SweetSarah shud know who i’m refering to..

His family is very cute. They kept scaring me with the crocodile joke when i was sitting like a status on the boat cruising through the night river. Then auntie went and ask the guide,

“Eh, Ah Cek, here really got crocodile wan meh??”

“Oh nolah…*trails off* then everyone start laughing at my stupidness but uncleguide continues Last time got alot, now fewer already”

Then everyone went stun and move around less. AHAHAHAHA. It’s not NO MORE, just LESS. MEANS the river really do have crocodile. Scare already leh! heheheheheh

Totally unrelated photo. Me and princess Jazz on the way to the beach! muxxx

She’s so cute. The other day I put her up quite high so she won’t move around when I brush her hair. Then when i let her down on the floor, she was skipping excitely around me thinking it’s TReat time! But i just walk straight into my room. She stood at my door and looked at me darkly as if saying “You Bitch! WHERE’S MY TREAT/REWARD!!!” I got scared and quickly gave her a piece of jerky and Jazz is a happy dog again. wtf

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