It has been a long while since I’ve updated my blog in the middle of the night, when I’m deepest in thoughts.
Missed how I can pour all my thoughts into a clean page, click publish and that’s it. Reading back, I was churning out plenty of rubbish on the www but these “rubbish” reminds me of how I was then. Comparatively to who I am now, hate to admit I’m quite an adult. hahaha!
Back in 2004, I was blogging about a friend who survived a lung tumor. He’s still well and healthy up to today. That’s 7 years ago. Realizing I’ve been blogging close to almost 8years officially and I guess it’s already part of me.
Why does life have to be so complicated as we grow ? Doesn’t older means wiser and we can figure things out easier? Whoever made the phrase is a damn liar. Everyone will eventually be at a few crossroad in life and sometimes, unlike roads in Malaysia, once we walk down the chosen path, there is no such thing as U-turn anymore.
What is it that I want to pursue in life now? What is my priority? As I’ve always been against conforming to the society norm, here I am, complaining on my day job almost on a daily basis, but not doing much about it. Thinking of responsibilities and such. I would really like to take a year of travelling. Just travel. If only I can do it.
Here’s something my dear friend Christal shared with me earlier which I’ve bookmarked haha! Maybe it will be something in the short future? Who knows.. 🙂
5 reasons to quit your job and go travelling
Deep inside, I guess I never did change much. Still very much playful and childish in many ways and I dont hope to change it in many more years to come.
= Be the adult you dream your child might grow up to be =