My Bizzare Brainwork Says

Lazy to think for a title lah …

Hie Dad, are you still reading my blog? If you are, HIE! You know parents and siblings should be banned from reading blogs? Anyway, since i am so far away from home, i shall allow you to read it. At least until i am home. Then you shall be ban from my blog. Hahahaha…

Last year this time, i was just coming back from camping with friends. I heard this year Suplex was kinda sad huh…of course ler…me not there..hohoh.. noler..

Still miss you guys so much.

A year has passed through without much realizing it. It seems like a week has just passed when me and my group handed over the SIFS work to Mr.Tho. Now, we have all travelled 14hrs across the globe and graduated yet again. hooho…

Christmas is in 14 days! Is the shopping done?? I don’t need to buy any this year as I won’t be meeting anyone i care enough i suppose. Everyone is telling me “Wah, I’m so envy of you. Get to spend xmas in uk~~” whats so nice about it when you spend it alone, without friends or family or the atmosphere we are ohso familiar with(club)? Christmas is uk is a boring event for most because there will be absolutely no public transport and most of the shops will be shut as well. Everyone will be sitting at home watching christmas tv(thats all brits do) and eating leftover puddings. WilliamT, ACS and flowermonster all will be ski-ing in France *jelesjelesjeles* so during christmas i won’t have much friend in UK T___T

Its -2degree outside now. Tomorrow’s my offday and here i am hiding under my duvet rambling away to my poor blog. Going grimsby tomorrow for a small dinner and socialize with aunties/uncles thats friends with my aunt/uncle -__- Yup, another small unknown town. I am getting good at introducing small unknown towns of England to people now. Hohoho..Not any of those mainstream places. I suppose it’s one of my hidden talent. wtf…

I had the weirdest dream the other night, its so weird and hauntingly real i can still remember it. I dreamed that i was back home in Penang. Sitting on the familiar couch with my brother being himself and Jaz jumping all over me. Still puzzled, i asked my dad why am i here? Back so soon? He say yeah, you are back here for good! I see myself panicking, Oh No, why so soon! I haven’t witness my first snowfall, my first snowman, my first snowflake. My stopover in Dubai, how would i explain to Jin for not coming back together? While all these thoughts ran through my dreamself, i jolted up awake. Seriously, like those feeling you fell down a cliff. Suddenly it dawns to me, i will be leaving this place sooner or later.There’s still so many places calling out to me to explore them. I might never come back here and i know i will feel very VERY heavy hearted when i do leave this place i’ve called home when i buy stuff eBay or for the pass 6 months.

Been really distracted from blogging recently. Most of the blogs i used to read aren’t as good as how it used to be. Blogging now seems like a norm, something like what everyone must have. Force to have. or something like tat. Not much genuine readers out there also. All also blog hopping in hopes of getting the favor been return so they can have higher numbers of visitors = more $ from ads. Lazy to work my brain for words.

Many things running through my bimbo brain now. Europe continent is so so near yet it seems so far from me. Is this my only opportunity in life to go there carefree? It would be very irresponsible for me to make such hasty decision. I always feel that we have to live life to the fullest, make everyday as if it’s your last. Yet by doing so i feel so salah towards DivaLisa(for dono watreason also)…..so lisa, don’t worry…no need to call me and question me anything about it. Its just a thought.

Tada everyone.

In a long long time, i’m gonna blog about something that happen today. Uploading photos i took today. I’m back to the efficient me! Wee..

Have you seen Katie Holmes new hair? I think it’s just a wig but it’s funny the way justjared.com put it. Look! He’s comparing her to the super emo/cute melon cat that’s been around like forever. Katie holmes stole meloncat look…HAhaha

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It’s one of my daily routine to check my facebook now although i still don’t know my way around it. I get so many request for stupid things that i don’t even bother to click Ignore now.

and today i get this message from a stranger. I feel it’s so retarded for someone like his age(1979) to send something like this lo…

so how r u lately? wat u been up to? so wat u usually do on ur weekend? must be shopping ya or hang out with friend yam char?

since we meet here, mind that we keep in touch by sms or sometime when feel free can give u a call to chit chat with u? cos i prefer to keep in touch by this way. mind that i get ur contact? my no ———— so when me at pg can ask u for cup of coffee mah..
Hope to receive ur sms sometime ya. keep in touch…

AS IF i will give my number to him. Even if i am in msia, i wouldn’t have waste my time keeping in touch with him..Ewww..damn chikopek la some people…

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Woohoo..Today i woke up to one of the loveliest weather in weeks! Not wanting to waste anymore time (actually i used 1hr to defreeze from bed ady,haha), i put on a hoodie and ran out. Hoo! I shall take you through my running jogging walking route.

First, i will start walking along the main street. Run abit when i see some car so i won’t be so malu..

This 2 smelly cat was always sitting on the window sill sun bathing. EVERY SINGLE TIME without fail. Today both curl up and sleep pulak. Damn cute.

Then i’ll come to to the end of the village (fast right) and walk around paths like this.

On the right it’s just fields after fields of potatoes or wheat i think. Abit sien after a while.

Walk abit further, you’ll see stupid looking sheep grazing grass and looking lazy. You see the white white dots in the photos, that’s the sheep. They are getting fat and wooly for the winter too. Like us human, getting fat and put on layers of wooly clothes.

And then my mp3 will go “Beep Beep Beep”, signalling me that i’ve walked 30minutes already. Time to go retrace my tracks and go home online be boring again. My tired, panting, fat face.. Around no other human detected, so i can be silly..

So people, that’s how my kampung looks like. 40minutes can cover everything by my speed. Hahaha… Still envy my life here? Come here for 1 week, you’ll go insane.

So Lincoln is the nearest big city to me that i will go to whenever i can(once a week). In order to get there, i had to take a 1.5hrs bus ride from my journey. Previous monday, i went there to meet 2 of my coursemates. For them, i woke up at 630am to paint my face and wait for the freaking bus at 750am in the freaking cold. I haven’t woke up on purpose anytime before 9am for ages. Oh yes, vanity comes with a huge price tag.

Then i found out that the bus only goes as far as the next town. So i got down and asked for directions to the train station. I had to walk for 2 mile = 3.2km to get to the train station!! Ok, treat that as morning walk. When i got there, the train just left…… =__= I had to wait 40minutes for the next train at the tiniest train station ever with a weird auntie that kept laughing by herself…looking like this

BECAUSE IT’S COLD!!!!!

I finally got to Lincoln at 10am, an hour later than i expect. And being called a Doreamon by the ‘friend’.. ungrateful bastard..cis..

I was only attracted to the High Streets but the 2 insists on going to see the Cathedral and Castle. Huh…i’m starting to think all the magnificient-ny feeling of cathedral from me is wearing off. It’s just another church. Nothing compared to Sagradia Familia.

We had to crawl up the very steep path towards the castle and cathedral and when we got there, did not go in also. As usual, need admission fees so just stand outside and take photos lah.

The cathedral used to be the tallest building in the world for 200 years and some part of The Da Vinci Code movie was shoot here. Some trivia for the day huh

Then we went lunch and went to the riverbanks for some final photos before parting ways. So sad, no more seeing friends again :( This is Mr.Chua, the fella that change 360degree from the person we all know back in Malaysia. also the fella that called me doreamon.*vengence!*

The riverbanks really nice with swans and some other white bird species swimming around.

I had to go early because i still need to work. But the following is from the previous visit to Lincoln where i manage to shop around alone and spend a small fortune -___-

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I have 2 prinsip hidup all this while.
1. Never watch movie in the cinema alone
2. Never eat a meal alone out in the restaurant or cafe or kopitiam.

The 2nd prinsip hidup i had to break it since i moved to KL last time or else i’ll be as skinny as Nicole richie by now.

So i was really hungry after shopping for 3 hours and i randomly choose a place to eat. This old place as u may notice from the previous photo (it’s the black and white frame behind the bridge) looks like nice so i went in.

Kinda sad to answer “Oh, just table for one please” when i was asked but i had a really pleasant surprise as it was their 70th birthday so everything on the menu is 70p. HOHOH

I ordered a latte and a roast lamb. I don’t think you can see how nicely cooked it was from the photos. I hastily took it because i want to eat it !!!

I cleaned the plate alright and it was delicious. The lamb was just nice to bit on and with a hint of mint sauce, it’s just great! After seeing almost every table with a pie, i ordered one too, obviously.

Ooohlalaa..best fruit pie ever. Never underestimate the keganasan of english pies, be it mince pie, apple crumble or this fruit pie.

Although i get to savour such good food, it’s not good enough for me. Because there’s no one around to show the goodness with. To share a conversation with. To share a laughter with. From my eye view, this is all i see…

I’ve been at the table for one situation for quite a long time now. Going back to Asia soon seems intimidating to me. Asian guys seems to be a whole lot of shallow people that only likes stick thin people. God, i don’t ask for much…I just don’t want to die a spinster T__T

But a spanish or latino guy would be nice though.. Hehe..Anyway, this is how dark it is at only 330pm!!! It’s just insane..

Just a short announcement that i’m still here and healthy. Actually getting fatter by the day as it gets cold, i had to eat to keep warm rightt? right?

Rehab eh? Yes! Staying here its like rehab for me!! No internet consistently, no drinks occasionally, no friends to hang out with ! Only acre and acre of fields with some horses and grass. Apple trees, old people, young kids and gnomes in the garden.

I’m in the middle of no where!!

It is so so miserable! Luckily i get to online suddenly today and i don’t know when i will get to online again next. I hope whatever i am doing now will pay off handsomely for me!! Wahahhaha..

Yesterday was Bonfire Night! It’s like the 9th day of chinese new year for these ang moh so there’s alot of fireworks here and there and alot of bonfire being built. Memanglah, since im in the kampung area, so the people here keeps to the tradition.

Last week was Halloween and the kids dress up and went Trick or Treat. So cute! There’s really really young cuties dress up as cheese and pumpkins asking for treats from me. And my only friend here told me his friend got egged by the punks. Poor thing.

Well! It’s been so far so good for me here, although it’s f-ing boring and cold.

Yes, never would you imagine i would be willing to move into this village (not even a town!) The only shop here would be the postoffice doubled as convenience store. The high street i used to go in Sheffield is full of shops like River Island and Thorntons. I AM now staying on the high street and it’s practically just that 1 street of the whole place.

I was strolling to get some newspapers the other day and i saw an apple tree. I just stood there and gawk at it for a few seconds before realizing how stupid i look. Seriously, skyscrapers i’ve seen alot, but an apple tree?? hehe…that’s a first…

So this is the view i wake up to everyday and look over whenever i want to steal the internet. Oo, this is also the high street i mentioned -__-

And this is where i go to when i’m free. It’s a dream home..